Carry On
I'm about ready to say fuck it with friends. i don't ever hang out wiht them, i get more phone calls from them telling me they can't go. I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT. They are all just full of disappointments after another. i thought it could get worse after calling and telling me, but now they don't even call. I also can't do the Displace Me thing. it took so much out of me to get my dad to fianlly agree, and now i can't go. I guess i'm just not allowed to go to Chicago...its like nothing or no body will let me go there. URG.
i seriously want to be happy, i just want to be happy. thats all.
On brighter news, i got a newish car. yes!






