Long time....

So...college...its pretty insane...i haven't been to any crazy parties yet so thats a little dissappointing...Oh and i have no friends, seriously I changed like 10% and they are all like "god nicole, why did you  have to change" and they are being very immature about the whole thing...what 18 year old talks to your 14 year old sister about why i deleted her from my myspace...i deleted her because i haven't talk to her or heard anything from her for over a month, and if i sit there and say "call me soon" wouldn't you call as soon as you got that? i know i sure as hell would, but she is so busy...she works part time as a hostess...and dons't go to school, well, mainly because she is a highschool drop out...so when she isn't working she sits on her ass and plays WOW...and she tells me that she doesn't have any time because she picks up an extra hour or two everyday after working like 3 hours...thats so rough. try going to school every tuesday and thursday 8 am to 8 pm...that doesn't include the time I wake up (5 am) or how long it takes me to get to school, when i'm not speeding. (an hour) and when i'm not at school i work all day...and when i'm not doing any of that i'm probably doing my homework...and then there is the slight change that i'll get some sleep...and its a non stop cycle...and the only days I get off are the ones i request off (which isn't often because i end up doing something that day hense the reason i need it off) or if i don't have school which is only going to happen once this semester anyway. Try that for busy your dumb bitch...I knew there is another reason I deleted you, your a self center don't care about other people kind of person -- minus the kind part. I could continue this rant for at least a thousand more words, but I won't because entries like that are depressing and just make me more depressed or whatever.

Concert 3 days...I'm super excited....Fall Out Boy...i'm in the bowl...so i'm going to be in the front, finally...only after going to see them the first time to be dissappointed by a stupid liar. Its on a friday...not a tuesday....so that means i can stay and try to meet them, that'd be awesome! and I don't have to work until 4:30 the next day!